Dear diary ,
today as usual , I woke up late because last night I can't sleep well ,
I cried so hard because I don't want tears again ,
I tried to remember my history , but I can't
It's feels like my memories had vanished , haha
Sometimes , I thought that am I gonna die ?
Yeahh , all human will die but when ?
I ask myself , why all these happen to me ?
Why I'm so foolish ?
Why my life and people around me changed ?
Dear God ,
I'm not like I use to be ,
You always by my side but I always forgetting you ,
I don't pray , read Al-Quran , Zikir
Maybe that the cause why my life pathetic ,
I really miss my grandpa and grandma ,
You know that ,
I wish I can be with them now :'(
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